And strangers will arrive as they’ll depart, shaking your hand,
And friends will say, “Sorry,” and walk right through you,
And thought will slip through a sieve, honeyed with sadness.
And lovers will spin in the windows of a cinquefoil,
And minutes will stream like corpuscles through the streets
Until they’re caught in a frontage road labeled, “No Outlet.”
And dogs will listen for a master who’ll never return,
For a garage door to rise at the touch of a remote control,
For the latch to unlock and the presence of a god to enter in.
And a god will throw down a fog that clarifies, not obscures,
And leaves will grow clear and have no need to fall,
And a root-sphere will pulse in the clear ground, like a mind.
And your father will grow senile and fretful, and your mother
Will lose the strength to lift the side of her hand,
And the gravedigger will send a bill marked “Past Due.”
So why the outrage, why the dread, if the funeral is dark
As you willed it to be, and the stained glass luminous
With temporary light? Why not rest here, in the nave,
Where the living will pass by and murmur how rich
Your life was, after all, in the end? Say “I am poor,”
Show them the invisible patches in your black suit,
Ask them to praise your forgetfulness and make it last.
—David Woo
“Ballad of Infinite Forgetfulness” appeared in the collection of poems, The Eclipses.
